Life on the Losers Bench

I've been thinking about it for a long time. Every day I think about how much more time I'm willing to let slip by living my life in a way that doesn't make me happy. Why have I been okay with this for SO long? Well, really- I haven't been okay with it but I have made enough excuses to satisfy myself. Until recently.

Though my decision to have Gastric Bypass surgery hasn't been a hasty one, actually getting the process going has been a recent decision. Much thought, and research, has gone into making up my mind to do it. At first, I didn't want to tell anyone about it, save my husband and parents. Everyone who goes through this needs to have a good support system. This is a life changing event and I came to the decision today that the support I will need for the long haul will need to come not just from my husband and parents, but also the other people in my life. My friends will need to know so that they understand what my eating habits must be when we are together. My life will change, it will be important for those who care about me to understand that.

So, here will be the story of my journey as I travel along its path, the path to the Losers Bench.

12/13/2010

Surgical Consultation Complete

At 8am this morning I met with my surgeon. Our meeting started with an information session (another candidate was in the room) and then a private meeting. I was asked a lot of questions, given a lot of information and instructed what my next steps are. Because I have occasional indigestion, I have to have an endoscopy. I have scheduled my consult for that.

Of course I also have to complete 6 months of supervised weight loss, 2 of which have already been completed so the earliest I could have my surgery would be April.

I've also been instructed to begin daily protein shakes to begin reducing the size of my liver as well as start to lose weight.

My surgeon also requires that her patients purchase a book about WLS and actually READ it, lol!

While I feel a bit overwhelmed, I am also thankful and looking forward to changing my life.

12/09/2010

Consultation Date!

Finally got my consultation date to see my surgeon! Monday, December 13th at 7:45am. WOOT!

12/03/2010

Bucket List

Surgery is a long way off still, (given that I haven't even gotten my phone call to schedule my consultation with the surgeon) but I'm already finding myself creating a bucket list...of all the things I want to be able to totally chow down on for the last time, lol!


Steamed crabs
Orange Beef
Steamed dumplings
Chipotles burrito
Pot roast
Bacon
Cheese steak sub
Pizza
Famous Daves Barbeque
Lobster
Pirogies from the Hope
and that's just the start!

11/30/2010

Protein

I know it will be critical to get enough protein after surgery. I've actually been advised to start checking out various protein shakes and begin to substitute one meal a day with a shake. I tried Muscle Milk today, not bad. If anyone has any suggestions for ones they liked please let me know. Many of the ones I saw only had 10-15 grams, the Muscle Milk has 22g.

11/29/2010

The Process

No one who isn't very serious about have GP would be willing to go through all of the steps required for this surgery. I can't imagine the casual "I wish I could lose a few pounds" person would invest the time and energy. It's a daunting process. While each person's requirements may be slightly different, there are certain things everyone must do:

Attend and information class/seminar
Complete and submit an application packet to the surgeon
Meet with the surgeon for a consultation
Meet with a nutritionist
Meet with a Psychologist
Meet with a nurse
Complete any/all testing required by your insurance company
Complete at least 6 months of supervised weight loss effort (Weight Watchers, Jenny Craig, Dr. Supervised, etc.)

All before a surgery date can be set. Where am I right now? My application has been sent and I have attended the information seminar. Now I wait to get my consultation date. Yeah, part of me wishes I was already recuperating from the surgery!